Chrismas~ ^^

ME~~~ ^^



Before~ So clean, so comfortable



After, full of spray~~~ NO~~~

meet friend at the street... so sure take a photo la~ ^^

yup, so the chrismas just passing...
so for chrismas this year,
how to say le...
don't know wanna say fun or not,
but sure is happy de,
because got a group of my csg2 ppl spend together ma,
and we really quite long time didn't gather le,
so felt very happy lo...
And we go to sungai wang for our chrismas eve,
then, there is very mess lo,
and full of young energetic people,
ofcouse we also part of it,
so we buying the spray then play around,
if see pretty girl,
then use the spray to shoot it..
haha...
so fun...
but we also "kena" a lot...
so our body are full of those bubble spray...
but after that i regret le,
even is very fun,
but i only realized now that my face is actually 敏感
with those chemistry sudtance...
so my face now...
haiz...
but how to say...
also having a nice chrismas this year la...
haha~

~Untitle~

昨天，是我们顾问团的改选，
也是他们前届顾问团结散的时候...
但是，昨天一早的时候就没有mood了...
只因为...我朋友，他...退团了...
想当初，我们一起的约定，
说好一起当带团，
但是现在，一切都变得不可能了...
很想骂他，
但是才知道原来我骂不下口...
很想安慰他，
又不懂怎么和他说...
很想去找他，
却找不到理由去找他...
原来，我一直走在失败的路上...
连想找个朋友都要有理由才能去...
记得每次找他们时，
若不是有什么活动要先集合时阿，
我才会去找他们...
就算出去玩，也是等他们约我...
我好像从来都没主动约过人哦？
说会昨天吧~
很幸运的我金榜无名，
接下来就准备做我的带团顾问吧~
但是，
从昨天到现在，
都有一种空虚感....
昨天午餐过后，
发现大家都form成自己所谓的小团体了...
而我，
竟然找不到一个可以容纳我的地方...
过后就一个人呆站一阵子后，
才开始和其他人开始闲聊...
但是，那一刻的我，
仿佛被世界给遗忘了...
虽然也许只是短短的几分钟，
但是在人群中被遗忘，
真是一种不好受的滋味阿~
不懂，现在的我，又疑惑了~
昨天在回家路上，
突然有人对我说顾问好，
看了一眼后，
才知道是之前不懂第几团的团员，
有一点眼熟，
在不知情的情况下，
我们有闲聊了几句...
过后才知道，
原来他是那些很想进入顾问团但又欠缺机会的...
看到他一直不断的追问我们顾问团的事，
我感到很惭愧咯...
我现在自己是顾问团的一分子，
但是都没那么关心啦，
看看人家拉，
不是顾问团的都比你关心顾问团，
你自己到底在做什么啊？
现在的我，迷失疑惑了~
为什么？
为什么我会在这里？
到底是为了什么我加入顾问团？
满满的疑惑，
压得我无法呼吸...
好闷，好辛苦...

我快乐吗？

以前的我，会不计后果的追寻快乐，
不管怎样，我就是我高兴就好...
后来，尝试的把自我改成对别人的关心,
但是换来的却是永无止尽的伤心失望.
以前，总是抱怨朋友的不是，
但是，想想，他们也许也在这么说我呢？
以前，总是单纯的觉得事情不是对就是错，
所以一当问题出现，就会问朋友是谁的错，
如果不是我，那错的就是你了咯？
但是就因为这样，我很少会停下来回头看看自己，
到底是对的还是错了？
而且，现在才知道，答案不是只有对或错，
有时候，有一种东西叫做坦诚，信任，无私的付出...
也许当时的我还没有那么多的想法，
但是直到现在才知道已经太迟了...
随着年龄的增长，
坦诚，信任，无私的付出都变得那么的不切实际，
取而代之的是伪装，虚伪，和手段。
似乎唯独这样才是生存法则...
现在的我，还能找的到单纯的坦诚，信任，无私的付出吗？
曾经听说过，
一个人，最危险的不是他健硕的拳脚，手上的武器。
最危险的，其实就是他体内那最不堪一击的心，
也因为这样，造就了人心险恶这四个大字...
这往往是游子出发前，父母一再强调的四个大字...
人，到底是为了什么而存在的呢？
为权利？利益？还是什么？
还有人是为了梦想而活的吗？
每当看到人开怀大笑时，
他真的是快乐的吗？
还是只是绝望的伪装？
曾经看过有人，满面笑容，
但是眼眶中却布满泪水，
他解释为喜极而泣，
但是往深一点看，
你会看到眼泪中隐藏着悲伤，绝望...
这样的他，真的快乐吗？
说回自己，现在的我，
到底快乐吗？
为什么每当一个人时就会胡思乱想？
活到现在18岁了，
再这18年里，
我到底快乐了多少时间？
又伤心了多少时间？
还记得小时候，
每当放学时，看到人家父母来接待他们时，
心里只有无限的羡慕及嫉妒...
时时刻刻想着某天放学时能看到他们站在校门口接我回家...
但是，我始终没等到...
1997年金融风暴，爸爸祸身其中。
从那时开始，回到家看到的就是爸爸颓废的坐在椅子上，
妈妈？也因为工作关系而不在家了。
整个家显得格外冷清...
一回到家，就是关在房间里，
除了哭泣，就是发呆...
那时心里有种说不出的感觉，
那时的我才7岁所以不懂，
但我现在懂了，那感觉是无奈，无助...
过后，1999年，经济开始复苏...
爸爸终于也找到了工作，
但是必须一直忘不同的州属跑。
但是妈妈也入不敷出，
所以就把我寄放在我舅母家...
这一放，就放了2年...
在那里，看到了他堂弟堂妹备受呵护，
虽然自己的待遇也不差，
但是心里永远都有根刺在那边...
当时期待的，就是每个月妈妈都回来看我一次
记得有一次，我满怀期待的一早起床，
就是希望能早点看到她，
结果当早上9点电话响时，
我几乎是用跑的去听电话，因为我知道是她打来通知我她快到了。
结果，是她打来的，但是内容却是说她无法来看我，
当时的我可说是哭了不知多少个小时后才慢慢入睡...
直到另一天...
而爸爸，2年里看他不超过5次...
后来，爸爸回来了，
而且工作上也蛮顺利的，
但是，与妈妈的感情却是比陌生人还要陌生...
心里虽然希望他们符合，但是却知道没机会了...
过后，妈妈另结新换，问我意见时，我笑笑说你开心就好...
那时我...13岁...
所以那时起，我非常爱玩，
因为只有这样我才会有那短暂的快乐，或者说笑容...
过后，从朋友处得到了快乐，
所以那时起我重视朋友多过家人...
虽然现在与（当时）朋友的感情已经决裂或冷淡了...
但是当初的快乐到现在我始终忘不了...
2004~2007，14~17岁...
家庭正式解散...
妈妈准备再婚...
依然问了我意见，
我始终还是笑笑得回答她说，你快乐就好...
另一方面，又必须帮妈妈瞒着爸爸...
因为妈妈是单方面申请离婚...
所以爸也就不知道，
直到现在，爸爸还不知妈已经再婚了，
而且还添多了2个孩子呢...
而我依然瞒着爸爸...
因为妈妈的手续还在办着...
黎伟汶，真是辛苦你啦，
瞒着爸爸那么大件事2年了...
和朋友的友谊，最终不知为何原因而不了了之....

2008年，现在，18岁...
先前说了很多，
也不想再重复之前写过得东西...


记得今年年初做工时，
我的manager对我说我的笑容很不真诚，
难道之前没真心笑过吗？为什么连笑都不会?
但是她真的蛮好人的，因为她真的就是所谓一个非常好的聆听者，
让我倾诉我所有的不开心...
在这里，还真的谢谢她了~
但是，我永远记得她在我辞职那天对我说的那句话，
“你经历了很多人没有过的经历，
这是为何你的想法会比其他想的还要多
但是，不要一直沉溺在悲伤与无奈中
这会让你的人格越来越脆弱
而且，假装快乐只是伪装的一种
迟早都会被人看破
所以也不必执著于不让其他人看到你的悲伤
别担心他们会嘲笑，看不起你
因为，他们没资格，
希望在不久的将来，
会看到你真诚的笑容。”


所以，从小到现在，
我到底快乐了多少时间呢？
因为，现在回想起来，
除了和朋友一起过得那些短暂的时间，
我真的再也想不到任何快乐的事了~

What is the true?

So, can someone tell me who talking the true?
Or both are true but just because of misunderstanding?
Or really one of it are fake?
Then you are just talking a lie to me or what?
Who should i trust?
Maybe someone may ask me,
that their problem,
you don't need to bother so much de,
it won't effect you actually...
But for me,
since i join the advisor group,
i want to try my best and want everything in best conditions,
else, what the point i join it?
why don't just quit it and then go back to my normal life?
So free, so relax without any restrict...
So, for me,
even say we are a team,
but the leader always is the center and decision maker for the team,
so i strongly agree and hope the leader are the most capable and strong person.
so that why i am so care about who will be the next chairman...
Because...
for fair, we will have a better performance by having a correct decision.
for self, we won't be so tough and can be more happy with the decision.
If every one no agree with the decision or order,
what the point we doing it?


Before in CSG 2 i am really happy,
because i have 1 group of people that will help each other,
that time were a very beautiful memory for me,
And let me think that come to kl was a correct decision...
But now, in the CSAG,
other people may say that all the talent people group,
but for me, maybe we all got some talent or ability,
but when 1 place that full of ability,talents,strong mindset people,
that will always have a fight there...
Indeed we were same as before working together,
and have some fun there(for me that group),
but look and heard the other side,
you can see that...
some lie, trick, make use of people and more...
So, just feel that very vex when see it...
What me happen in jb,
total happen in here again...
Even know that kl actually is more complicated...
But i still wanna have a try,
try what?
try to a place that people are true to each other...
But again... i fail to find it...
Maybe there are not longer more have this kind of place,
or maybe i can find it when sleeping in the midnight...


Tomorrow got the election(front part),
really don't know wanna vote for who,
and also very hope that no people will vote for me...
And then just same as my aspectation,
then can be a group advisor lo...
What a nice day...
So hopefully in the sunday will same as my imaging...

So just like this la,
no more command about it...
Just see how going on in tomorrow night la...
God bless...

~Last week~

Last two week,
the most busy week for me...
because other than assignment,
i also need to busy for the the CS...
Other than that,
sometime go for entertainment,
so, that was a very busy but rich 2 week...

Firstly, the assignment
the most important task,
because if fails this task,
other task also will be cancel automacally...
so, overall is ok,
just didn't meet with all requirement.
haiz... failure...

Second task,
about the CS night...
overall i done a very bad work,
but forget it,
because i also didn't do it with full spirit...
so just like this,
don't have many feel about it.
Just wondering when can we do well as our advisor...
Will the day come?
Or the day will never come?
then will fulfill what they say
"一代不如一代"
haiz..
i don't want...
fails one time already,
i never want to fails second time...
it quite a big blow to me if fails again...
and then,
this saturday is the election day again...
really hope that my name won't appear in the whiteboard again...
really don't want...
because when the name on the whiteboard,
means that got chance to be the edu vice/director.
i don't want...
i just want to be the groups advisor.....
hopefully can...

Yesterday were the discussion session,
happen a lot of thing.
Something unaspected happen during the conservation.
Just hope that can peace in future ba...
nothign to write le,
just finish itgua...
see ya...

无奈+累弊= 永无止境的感叹

Omg, preparation week, again -_-|||

yup, now is 5.44 am.
but still in friend house for the
prepare invitation card and poster.
Tired...
But today i still didn't help them...
because i still struggle for my slideshow...
Because lack of photo,
so it make my procedure very very low...
So hope that later can finish it in the afternoon time,
and settle assignment in evening time,
then should be alright for helping them le...
I don't want my preparation is for slideshow again...
I don't want it...
And this time is quite fresh to me,
because maybe is do the same thing as last time,
but this time was with CSAG people,
and during the night,
felt alright,
atleast better than my imagination...
hehe...
And now...
even very tired,
and later 8 am still got class...
but...
don't know why,
still felt quite happy le....
got the feel as preparation last time...
maybe got a bit different la,
but hope tha in future can be more and more better lo...
hehe~
Just like that la,
still need to continue in my slideshow,
now just eationg snake for blogging,
wahahaha....
ok, just like that ba,
keep working,keep working...

疲累+无奈+快乐+充实+新的过程+复杂的想法=无限的未知数....

For survive in study~

Actually don't know wanna typing that title,
so just simple put it...
The main thing i wanna talks...
is something happen in my class yesterday...
yesterday during PIS class,
and we were divides into assignment group.
And then, at the end,
got someone didn't get any group.
and not no enough people,
just don't have people wanna group with him...
And me as well...
And then,
how to say he also need to join the group,
and we already divide into 4 group,
2 group 4 people group and 2 group 3 people group,
so he need to choose to join either one group of 3 people group.
But before that,
we were actually discuss and talking beside him,
and i think he would heard it.
The conservation we discuss as dialog before...
group A: hey, group b, u take him la...
group B: You take la, we don't want...
group A: don't want, he was so...
group B: .......
group A: ......

Finally...
group A +group B+other ppl: laugh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and the main character, mr L: silent and heard our conservation...

So,at that time, i felt sad for him,
why study until this situation?
haiz~
And now,
i felt i am so bad ...
But think about it,
as my last post,
if i sympathy him,
who care about me?
Even i know this is wrong,
but i still need to do it in order me to survive...
For mr L,
actually i am very hope that you can transfer course or stop in DIA,
because, you really not suitable in this class...
maybe you still can bear all of it and silent and study yourself...
but... i means real,
without any classmate help,
you really cannot survive in this class...
And maybe you now in this stage part of it is my responsible...
but...
don't know how to say it...
But i still will never say a sorry to you,
because currently,
you still not count as my friend.
so won't bother you so much de...
And that all for this part,
the conclusion was now mr L are the


And next,
for me to survive in class and my study,
i must study hard now,
only that me able continue communicate with my friends,
and won't let other people look down...
So, i must take a balance in CS and study...
otherwise, i sure need to give up one of it...
and i am greedy,
i wanna both of it...
so just be study hard ba...
and whether i take the balance,
i give myself a simple challange,
the result for this sem,
if this sem i still get the hell results,
i think my CS life or maybe college life would be stop it.
So, for me,
for study,
for CS,
for friend,
i must strife for it...
and achieve my target...

~暴躁~

不知道为什么，
最近变得好毛躁哦~
总是有一种很“bek cheh”的感觉~
觉得感觉上一切好像很匆忙酱，
就觉得好像一直有人在催你的感觉~
而且，现在，只要环境稍微吵了一点点，
就会很想骂人~
不知道为什么...
说是压力，又有点说不上~
在班上...觉得大家都好优秀哦，
好像样样都比我好，
觉得自己好差哦~
怎么会这样？
为一欣慰的可能是前天的英文presentation...
从老师说的comment的应该是不错咯~
其他的...就~~无言~~~
但是，最近开始有点想读书的mood了，
对我而言是非常好的，
至少不会拖到考试的时候才想温习~
但是...
现在还是觉得很"bek cheh",
怎么会这样？
而且，
最近不懂怎么，
一直有无奈的感觉。
就连我的顾问都说我
“你什么都无奈的拉~”
过后才觉得是有一点咯~
就连现在写部落格都有一点点地无奈~
阿~~~~~~
不懂要写什么，
或许只是想写点咚咚来发泄一下吧~
在这里，才能畅所欲言。
想说什么，就说什么~
在这里，
最近看了一个老朋友的部落格。
发现她慢慢开始加入面具家族了~
觉得有一点点地伤心，
但是却让我觉得，
在现实的世界里，
适当的面具好像是必须的咯~
而且，要有很多个。
遇到不同的人带不同的面具~
但现在，我困惑了。
在这里，我还有带着所谓的面具吗？
曾经想过当初来到kl时，
就可以尝试的活出自我~
但是感觉上，我好像已习惯了带\换面具了~
觉得已经迷失了~
现在的我，
到底是怎样的?
到底我要成为怎样的我呢？
还是和以往一样，
做个满背包面具的戏剧人呢？

OMG, where is my home~~~

Yup,never think that i will so bad luck recently...
Why i say like this le?
This is the second month i back to kl since last sem breaks,
but until now,
i still haven't find a nice place for live,
why?
At first,because of some sad issue,
me was homeless when 1st day back to kl...
And when i am so excited to move to my new home last 2 day,
the landlord say that "i though you was kidding with me"
direct speechless...
now, need to move to friend house that far far away...
Even that he will fetch me to school lot of the time la,
but still think that very trouble him le...
IF not i no choice,
i sure won't go and disturd him again...
And this few day i keep on thnking...
He is actually doing a lot for me,
But what me do for him le?
Except sometime always LC with him,
And always shot him,
and always finding him for playing,
without caring about he feel to his family...
Yup, he really do a lot for me,
So...
Maybe next time can try to be nicer to him.
yup,Should be like this..
And now...
feel very sad la,
so long time le,
me haven find aplace for settle down...
I WANT MY ROOM RIGHT NOW~
I CANNOT WAIT ANYMORE...
WANNA CRAZY LE...
WHAT A BIG "HAIZ~~~"

Advisor Group, Am I?

From the day i saw my name in the namelist,

this question always appear in my mind.

Advisor Group, Am i?

Did i fit or not?

And yesterday is our CSAG first activity.

And first we were choosing the commitee who organise the CS night.

And during the election,

i am get suggest for education leader,

and the feel that time is like.... you know...

Another people are ex edu leader le,

but me just a member,

and the question ask by them is so difficult to answer lo.

Sweat... -_-

And that time i so hope that the ground got a hole to let me to hide it.

Because i am actually don't know how to answer the question, Failure... -_-

So, the result, sure not me lo. So glad~

But before the time,

when 3 of us at outside,

our "zhu ren" asking us why 3 of us so “失水准”today...

So that time feel quite sorry for he lo...

But we also don't want de...

So end up,

i am split to edu group(edu group again -_-),

and discuss about all the thing...

And that what all happen yesterday during our first activity,

but don't know why,

now got a feel that not really wanna stay in CSAG.

Cannot say regret,

only can say that my sense of reasonable all come back yesterday,

and i keep on thinking why i am going for interview...

Because of what?

I really don't know?

Now got a bit lose already...

And can i be a good advisor?

Can i keep going it?

Felt very confusing now...

But,

i know that,

since i choosen be part of CSAG,

i won't repeat the mistake i have before...

Me must keep going to last minute...

Like someone told me yesterday,

since someone can keeping support you,

Why you cannot support yourself?

So...
Keep going it ba...
And let strife for it...

~Untitle~

Yup, i come back to jb again...
But this time,
i come back with no reason...
In the lasat few time.
i can say come back to visit my best friend.
But now...
Who is my best friend that exist in jb?
You? or you or you?
Who are my best friend in jb now?
Can someone tell me?
Yesterday,
i coming back without telling anybody...
Because i don't know who should i finding...
Feel sorry to him who fetch me home,
we already long time didn't contact,
who he still willing come to fetch me,
thank you yup.
And just now,
i manage to find some friend for tea session tomorrow night...
But...
they are not the gang i always find...
Why i didn't find them back le?
I don't know...
Feel like still got thorn inside my heart.
Sorry for you guy ar,
coming back didn't find you is my fault...
Forgive me ba...


Don't know why,
feel very strange to here now...
everything feel so far toward to me..
feel so lonely here...
I'm so unsecure now...
Who can come and help me?
Me almost wanna sink le...


Now me,
alone in cc...
Why i am alone?
Because finally find out during this 5 years,
i get very less friends...
I don't want to admit,
But only you is the only friend i treasure with full heart...
but now...
i need to get rid of you in my life...
feel like wanna cut down one part of my body.
But i still need to do it.
Even very pain,
but if didn't do it,
i scare it will bring more hurt to me in future...
I don't know you got view my blog or not.
But...
Thank you for the friendship u gave for pass few year...
Now...
I think we are mature enough...
So...
We all know that us cannot live like before anymore...
We need to grow...
So maybe apart is the best for us.
Maybe this is my excuse,
But the only thing i can say is...
Sorry,
we are not best friend anymore...
Maybe in future we still can be normal friend.
if you don't mind...
but now...
let just be like that ba...
friend...

Both of u~

Yup,is both of you...
don't know why,
although we only know each other few month only...
But don't know why,
i feel very relax and happy with you guy...
And i start to trust you guy...
i cannot explain why i can trust you so easily,
and i also surprising why i can trust you so fast...
But that is...
I don't know how you guy think me la,
but now, i really treat both of you as good friends.
And hope that in the time,
we can be better and better...
And very thank you both of you take care,console me when i am down.
When i no place to live,
you will sms me whether got place to rest or not?
if not go you there for a night.
Even maybe my face is unemotional la,
but i am very grateful for your helps de.
And now...
don't know why la,
just suddenly have this feel...
and wanna say a thank you for both of you.
Maybe another while your may see this post.
But, please keep quiet when see it ar,
don't come and laugh at me ar.
else i direct delete this post,
haha~


But really la, really thank both of you...
maybe 3 of us not believe at friendship forever la,
but just let us try our best to keep this friendship la...
Ok? let promise it....

Feeling Down

Don't know why,
i feeling very down today,
i skip all my class for no reason.
Just because really no mood for today.
And the reason i also don't know...
It is because of she?
Maybe part of it ba...
But today i am actually think a lot,
and more think more down...
Feel that i am suddenly i lost my target,
feel like i am not belong to everywhere...
And feel that i am not exist in the world...
What the reasons le?
Now i feeling very empty...
Could someone, or something to fill me up?
Atleast make me won't so lonely,tired and miserable...
And don't worry, i won't go and suicide de...
Just cannnot figure out something...
Cannot figure what the thing i want...
what the target i chase...
And what are main point for me right now...
And just,
confusing....
Haiz...
I am become more and more tire...
So, just end here ba...
i wanna go and rest le...

speechless

Yesterday after the GPF activity,
in the journey to go home,
i'm sending a msg to telling her...
And she didn't reply me...
Only after about 1 to 2 hour,
she reply me...
but the contains about the message,
haiz...
don't know how to say it...
Maybe she know already,
but she keep saying i am joke with her...
And i also don't know how to talks to she also..
but i really want to say...


I'm serious...
Can you give me a chance?
Or maybe consider and think a while la...
I really not joke and kidding with u de...
But also, if i make u feels unconfortables,
spoke a sorry to you 1st la,
but i want to tell u,
i won't give up so easily.
And hope that u can give me a chance...
Because, i very care about u...

GPF(Global Peace Festival)

Last 2 day, i attend the 2 activity from GPF.
For the first day,
i'm joining the community service project.
It is quite fun cause to work with different school and nations ppl.
Even that me that group are full with a lot of UM students,
and they are actually knowing each other already.
So it is really difficult to communicate with them,
because there are all very friends already.
Only after some time,
we only start our short conservations.
After finish the works,
we are having some activity in the halls.
But is quite sleeply because there are a lot of speech.
Only fresh a bit by the arriving of Daniel Lee.
And end of the activity,
because the bus haven't arriving.
So we are keep on taking picture there.
Don't know why,
recently more and more like to taking photo...
Haiz... hehe..
After that in the second day...
we are going for the concert..
And we are arriving there in the morning,
so we are spending a lot of time there for get high ourselve,
taking photo, eating, and playing.
And finally until 1.30 pm,
even is still still early,
but due to we are a lot of member,
so we decide go in early else don't have seat that can seat together.
And in the concerts,
very supprising i meet with yi ze and soon yuang,
they are going with them tuition teacher.
Even only have a short talks with them,
but still feel very happy lo.
And in the concerts,
also not bad la,
but maybe need to cut down the amount of speech lo,
so bore...
And after that,
go back with them then having a nice sleep.
but having a nightmate.T.T


My community service group, Group 31~



The weather so hot, better have an ice cream...



3 men in dark...><



yup, finish the jobs, taking another photo~hehe...



So fun and close with my CSG2 members...



smile~~~

~What happen to my results?~

Just taking my results just now, very disappointed now..
Because i total fails 3 subject.
Now is totally down...
Even that didn't prepared much,
but should be not that poor gua...
And that 3 is grade 'F' o...
'F' is almost = to 0 or 0.xx something le.
How poor i am,
also no reason that poor de ma...
What happen to my results?
Should i go to remark it?
But those senior say that go to remark is waste money only..
So, should i still go for it?
But now i am very unhappy...
Shame to stand with my friends,
Don't dare to tell my parents about the results.
So, very confused now...
Should i still continue study?
Or just stop it?
Anybody tell me,pls...
Haiz...
What a unlucky day...

~What the Fu*k i am doing~

As title,
what am i doing?
why i same group with him again?
Why did i want to sympathy him?
Why i such a soft heart?
Why i just cannot ignore him and don care him?
Alex, you are such a loser,
Just say a no very hard mie?
And he not girl also wa,
Got so hard to reject it from same group mie?
Haiz...
What a bad day...
Now, i am sympathy him,
if the thing come out very poor,
then who sympathy me?
Haiz...

Friends...

Recently happen something between me and he.
I really don't know how to face him,
I should be very angry de,
but why i didn't angry at all?
It should be either one answer for following...
One is i am too care about him,
So maybe i still treat he for true friend,
that why i didn't angry.
Second answer,
maybe my heart is cold already.
I didn't looking forward he for anything more.
So now, what should i do?
Should i think it nothing happen and continue friendship with him?
Or, just end it?
Because i'm very disappointed about him.
This time, if not the helping from my friends,
I really don't know what to do.
And he, if not mistaken not even say a single "sorry" to me.
And look like not he fault at all...
And when i return here,
talks what happen to my friend,
them all ask me just stop it.
Some friends is very worthy to treasure it,
but some, throw it to recycle bin is better.
But how to say also a very good friends for several years.
What me do like this me really not bear...
But...
I'm very sad and hurt this time...
And very confuse how to solve it.
Because it is very hard to pretend nothing...
I really don't know...
What should i do?
HOw about you?
FRIEND?
What your mind now?
Can you tell me?
I'm so miserable now...
Because don't know why,
i really feel i am a idiot now.
Just because a friends,
make myself until this kind of situation...
Does it worthy?
Would you appreciate for what i am doing?
Or just take it for a jokes?
I feel i am very strange with you now...
And feel also the distance between us is longer and longer....
I really don't know how to do now...
I even force myself to think those happy period for last time...
But, still feel less something important...
I don't know what is that...
But, because of that,
make me feel strange to you.
So...
What is that?
And the only answer that i can think currently.
The important thing we lost,
it name maybe will call as...
~friendship~

第二团，解散...

时间真得过得很快,才一眨眼的功夫,
我们第二团就要解散。
心里真的是有一百个舍不得。
但是，
他还是这么解散了。
唉~
昨天，一早就到了学院，
看着大家为着等下要跳的团歌紧张，
而我却什么感觉也没有，哈哈...
可能是我已经把舞步给记熟了吧？
哈哈...
说真的，这次的感触不是很强叻，
可能是因为之前感触太深了吧？
因为之前下完乡后就已经觉得像解散了。
因为都已经没活动了，
都只剩检讨会而已...
所以，那时就觉得非常不舍得，
至于详情懒惰再写，
请看之前的post吧。
现在，不懂怎么说，
就觉得没有了下乡，
觉得时间多了很多，
但是，能够做些什么，
这就是问题。
所以，现在，是无聊的。
不知道等一下要做什么，唉~
空虚ing...
现在，也在考虑着要不要去interview...
你们就觉得呢？
现在正迷惘的我需要你们的意见哦。
如果谁有到这里游览的话，
请多给意见哦~

What i done

Haha, don't misunderstand it,
what i means is what i done in jb for this few day.
So... what i done le?
Actually...
didn't done a lot yup...

First day...
About the noon time, having duck rice with friend.
Then, go Cybercafe for a internet surfing...
After that, e...
if not mistaken, should be accompany friends for hair cut.
And lastly, dinner in AGUS and dotaing...
In the end, sleep dreams...

Second day...
in the early of the morning,
going cc with YH,
then should be didn't go anyplace anymore...
Then having lunch with GJ,JK, and kitty...
And in the night time,
going sutera mall.
this is the first time i go there o.
So feels quite fresh to me.
After that,going Ativo(forget how to spell already) for dinner,
thank kitty for the treat yup.
Then... going sutera mall with QQ again... -_-|||
Then, go home,
sweet dream...

Third day...
Also about the noon time, with kitty, jeffrey 3 man talks in a room,
And then, playing RICH 4,haha...
After that, jefferey go for tuition,
then YZ come,
then we go for bowling...
And in the night time,
i go to secondary friends(k-rol,actually&watever_ler) home for tea section,
the feels is quite well, because really got a long time didn't meet with them le.
In the end, sleeping in the YZ home,
and nice dream again...

4th day...
sleep until noon time,
then go home for bath.
After that,QQ come and fetch me for japenese food.
Because ZY be the boss.
SO thank you for the treat yup.
BUt serious, i'm very full that day.
Then next time should be i pay the bills yup.
So, come kl to find me gua, XD
After that, go home for a sweet dream...
Maybe still have activity in night time,
but i'm fell to sleep and didn't answer the calls..


5th day...
Family days...
Stay at home for whole day.
Then playing with my 2 little young brothers,
then chating with my mums...
what a warms day...

6th day...
same as yesterday,
family day again. -_-|||
still stay at home whole day,
then night time go dinner with my dad.
then sweet dream. ><
what a simple day...


In the rest of the day...
still the same, doing nothing,
then go back kl le...
So this how i spend my holiday in jb...

~JB vs KL~

一个，是我成长的地方...
一个，是我初到不久的地方...

一个，是我待了17年的地方...
一个，是我待了差不多3个月多的地方...

一个，我有过不少回忆的地方...
一个，我正在创造回忆的地方...

一个，我以前熟悉但现在陌生的地方...
一个，我以前陌生但现在探索的地方...

一个，曾经拥有很多朋友的地方...
一个，朋友正在增加中的地方...

一个，让我回头回想的地方...
一个，我往前发展的地方...

一个，我曾经舍不得的地方...
一个，我现在向往的地方...

一个，我曾经得过且过的地方...
一个，我现在努力不懈的地方...

一个，曾经十分安逸的地方...
一个，现在布满挑战的地方...

一个，是与家人同住一个屋檐下...
一个，是与朋友及新朋友同住一个屋檐下...

一个，我有人依靠的地方...
一个，我自力更生的地方...

一个一个，都是我珍惜，怀念的地方。
如果可以，我不想从中选择一个。
因为，若选择其中之一，
必定会忽略另外一方。
然而，现实就是这么一回事，
我选择了或只能选择后者（因为读书嘛）。
虽然会因此而忽略了我成长的地方，
但这确实是我成长的另一个里程碑。
给以前的朋友，
也许因为我的离去，
我们鲜少联系，
或者是不再联系。
但我仍然衷心的感谢你，
感谢你在我18年的道路上，
所为我留下的脚印。

现在的我，
一定会把这些脚印铭记于心。
带着这些回忆，
继续在新的地方奋斗,翱翔...

ps:不知为什么，回来几天，想了很多，感触也很多。
所以把他们都写下来了。lolz...

复杂的心情...

今天一早起来，没事做。便起来打开电脑看看。
看着看着，便看到了在第二团从以前到现在的照片。
不知为什么，心好像抽了一下。
因为，很快的，我们第二团便会正式解散。
虽然大家都说会继续联络，
但是始终还是觉得少了一些。
我们再也不可以像之前一样的赶工，
整大班人会议后的晚餐。
30个人的电影。
还有很多很多…
心里真得很舍不得。
有什么办法吗？
就算时间倒流到之前然后停止，
就算只停留在那一刻，
我也会很高兴。
因为我真得已经习惯了有第二团的生活，
现在，一个人在家的我，
感觉好寂寞，
多想手机发来的pbl，
多想大家发来邀请游玩或赶工的信息，
多想多想…
得到第二团的消息…
想当初，
我还非常任性不懂把握机会的要退团，
好在最后，留了下来，
才没有留下生命中的一个遗憾。
我不管别人怎么看我，
但是，我真的是为第二团付出了。
我已把我所能做的尽力做好了。
虽然也许办得不好，
但是，我真得尽力了。
下乡时，我又是发脾气，脸黑黑，
不是因为你们的安排，
而是怕，你们那么看重我，
给了我那么多工作。
我很怕我做不好，
毕竟这应该是我最后的工作，
我真的不想搞砸他。
所以才会那么火爆。
对不起，我始终没有做好，
真的对不起…
现在，真的好想和大家聚在一起哦，
真得很想念大家。
昨天收到大家类似道别的信息，
我一篇都没有回复。
原因，因为我真得不想那么快和大家分离，
我真得不想。
才短短3个月，我好不容易交到了一班那么好的朋友，
为什么无情的时间那么快就要我们分离呢？
而且，老实说，进了下乡，
最让我惊奇的，
就是我为了他哭了。
就是下乡前，
顾问弄的，
为什么把气氛弄的那么好啊，
还说些一大堆惹人眼泪的话
害我们都哭得一把眼泪，一把鼻涕的。
第二次，就是一次在弄pA system时，
因为我什么都还不会，
就要开始了。
最后效果出来，大家当然知道。
结果校长生气了。
当时在台上，我偷偷的掉了几滴眼泪。
当然，应该没人看到，有大家也只看到了我生气耍脾气罢了。
第三次，就是现在，字还没打完眼泪就在打滚了
现在才知道原来我也那么爱哭。
第二团，因为你，
我找到了十分合拍的朋友
第二团，因为你，
我觉得我改变了
第二团，因为你，
我…我不知怎么说。
谢谢你为我18岁的天空添了一道亮丽的色彩。
因为，在这里，我真得学会了很多。
也因为你，我认识了一班可爱的小弟弟，小妹妹。
和他们混在一起的3天里，
让我清楚知道原来快乐可以那么简单。
和他们一起的时间里，
不管已经多疲累，
脸上的笑容却依然挂着…
也许是看到他们那天真无邪的笑容吧？
谢谢你们带给我的欢笑。
谢谢助人组的你们。
添胜，晋乐，民卫，朝源，钲洋，灵光，雪云，思敏，盈萱，于尼，以及月晴。
谢谢你们带给我的欢乐。
我的义弟义妹们，
令涵，嘉元，依玲，丽慧。
希望在将来的日子里，
我会是个不错的义哥。
好了，最后，
还有几位劳苦功高的人物需要感谢。
首先，4位带团顾问。
谢谢你们一路来对我们的照顾
虽然你们平时都严肃到不行，
但你们严肃的背后却是对我们无限的关心，
这点我们都感受的到，
真得谢谢你们
当然，在我想退团的时候，
若不是你们的极力挽留，
我想我应该没有机会去享受这一切吧？
所以真得谢谢你们咯。
还有，教育股的2位主任们。
谢谢你们咯，
我的presentations很成功哦，
说话没有太快
大家也很用心在听。
哈哈…


真的是最后了，
各位，
都应该和我一样很舍不得吧？
谢谢第二团…
我衷心的感谢你带给我的一切…

~下鄉完畢~

昨天,是我下鄉的最後一天,雖然很累,因為睡眠時間超少的,但是...一切都是值得的.
現在,覺得時間過的好快哦.真想在那裡過多幾天,和朋友以及那班猴仔一起,但是...
時間就那麼完了...

在這段時間裡,大家一起不眠不休的準備,以及到前幾天的活動,雖然很很很很累,
但是,心理不知怎麼的就是感覺少了一塊,現在人在jb,總覺得少了你們在身邊,
真的好不習慣,昨天收到hy的信息,真的希望和她說的一樣.
我們36的友谊不会只存在于下乡，在以后，我们的感情仍然能够那么好。
虽然一定会有距离，但是...
就希望大家不要散掉，得空一起吃吃晚餐，喝喝茶...
应该是有很多东西写得，但不懂怎么，写不出来.
就就就不懂啦。
就这样啦，现在感触太多，写不出来...

Tomorrow~~~

Finally, the 4+half day preparation finish...
So tired...
But i know...
Those who do the poster and those small presents,
i know that u all are more tired...
Sorry for didn't help u much...
Because i also wanna finish my slide show,
hope that u all can understand it la...
And finally we all 封箱 successful yesterday.
So happy...
Even very tired,
but all deserve it...
Tomorrow we can go for what we train for these 3 month...
All the suffer we have...
All the midnight oils we burn...
All the thing we done it...
All the time we sacrified...
Tomorrow can prove it what we learn...
And what we done never be what other people say:
" too free only joins it"
"only sohai and idiot will go for it"
But what we have here...
I the experience i never have...
If miss it,
I will never get back le...
Luckily last time me didn't resign form it...
If not, i really will regret it...
And tomorrow...
are the day...
Even that quite worry about it...
Because all the thing haven prepare well...
Scare will fails at there...
And losing CSG 2 and CS face....

Yesterday...
during the conservation...
me cry le...
So surprise it...
I never think i will cry...
But yet...
Yesterday i cry...
This is true...
Don't know why lo...
Not only me,
a lot of us also cry...
Why those people wanna do this kind of thing.
Make us cry then record it...
Very Ugly la...
Make my image all gone jor...
But still happy,
Because finally also found something to cry...
The mood very difficult it...
Because...
the start we xia xiang,
also represents our group also wanna break le...
After that,
we won't be dance together...
we won't be crazy together...
we won't be do thing together...
as a group like now...
I never though i will put so much effort in it...
But...
I done...
All the friend i have here...
Are all the treasure i have now...
I don't want it because a dream,
when wake up,
everything back to before...
So...
should we promise it?
When the day our group break...
We can still like now...
Go out...
Playing...
Crazying...
And more and more...
Let promise it...
And let us strife for it for tomorrow...

~Finally,exam finish already. ><

Ops,the exam finally finish in yesterday,
but don't know why,
now feel got a bit empty,
maybe don't need to study today,
and don't have study together with a group of friend.
And talks about yesterday,
really not my day,
in the early morning,
i sprain my leg when going for breakfast.
After that,
when wanna enter the exam hall,
i cannot find my id card,
then how i enter the exam hall o?
And then go back and search,
the only lucky thing is someone pick up my id card and pass to the counter,
and i found my id card before exam time.
But when i think my bad luck should be ending,
another bad thing happen.
That are i totally don't know how to answer the paper,
even my math is quite poor,
but won't lousy until empty a lot of question,
but yesterday,
i empty more than half of the question,
so the results come out sure will fails it.
Haiz...
what a bad day...
After that, go out with my classmate for having lunch,
then go to pusat hiburan keluarga play a while,
but it still so fun,
why i didn't realize before?
Then after few hour(include the lunch)
we split and go back for a rest.
And in night,
after paid my new house deposit(so happy!),
having dinner with my CSG2 friend,
and go they house helping to do invitation card.
This is the first time i using microsoft publisher,
feel quite difficult in started tiem,
because don't know how to use it,
so after few hour(few hour again-_-|||),
finally finishing 1 invitation card that “see”!
Haha...
And after when reach home, within few minute,
then i fell in sleep already,
because when the time i reach home,
the time is about 4.15 am something.
So, that how i end the final time of the exam period.
And, just like that,
Stop here.


EXAM END...

Ops! My A,gone...

Heart break...
My PCD1 sure cannot get a A le...
Maybe not even a B,
So upset...
Am IT student cannot get A in PCD,
got a bit failure le...
Whatever it la,
tomorrow are the final paper for this sem exam,
but since like i also will fails it,
because it is pre-calculus,
the math that i hate most,
hope that can pass it...
So...
No mood anymore...
So..
Just like that...


To be continue...

Some People

In this world, there are many kind of people.
They may different in look,
they may be different race,
they may using different language,
they may have different view on certains thing...
they may also different by family status,
So,there are a lot of kind of people,
Yet,this is some of the distance and different between 2 person,
But still can solve by communication.
But, there a one kind of people,
how to describe it?
Let me think,
yup, let me use this word,
this kind of people call "damn and die people"(d&dppl).

Now, let me describe a bit about this d&dppl.
The characteristic of this kind of people are
1) Don't know and don't care about communication.
2)Not even care about the people around him.
3)Selfish.
4)Super outdated.
5)Don't know how to be a people.
6)Can alive without any outdoor entertainments.
7)Can alive without any friend.
8)Money face, money bigger that heaven.
9)Super very LJ attitude.
10)Make ppl very uncomfortable (optional)

With the combination of 10 above + cb face,
this kind of ppl sure can become the d&dppl,
and fully deserve the name....
And the BEST spokesman...
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>
>
Let welcome the best spokesman for d&dppl,
Who also my housemate,
And i'm proud of it,
MR. T...
clap,clap,clap...
Should be given him an award de,
but don't any budget,
anyone wanna sponsor it?
This kind of ppl very rare.
One miss it,
you may never find this kind of people anymore,
So...
When next time u meet such people,
remember,
don't angry first,
don't speaks fu*k,Su*k, SOB,LCB,LJ ppl first,
because you meet the rare people in the world.
I meet it le,
So happy for it.
So i specials open a pose to remind u guy,
introduces and reminds you this kind of people,
maybe it already beside you,
but you just haven't realize it.
So,
See the people around you,
you may found it o...
And...
Who will be the next???
XD

~Update for last friday~

Yup,because the network problem for my currently home,
so last few day cannot online and updating my blog,
so i'm replace it now.

Let talks about yesterday(friday), the day i have my hubungan Etnik exam,
and only one word can describe it,
that >"fails",or "resit".
This one i very sure, no chance to pass it at all,
what i have to do now is prepare rm50 and resit again...
Haiz...
So miserable...
My cpga 3.0, gone le...
No mood anymore...

So,i'm studying in my friend house to study the PCD1,
but end up,
don't know is my problem or what,
didn't study at all lo,
don know spending whole day there for what,
but recall back, okey la,
at least still got learn more details in if-else statement,
not gain nothing at all la,
but i wanna learning for loop la..
But never mind,
today try to do it myself,
then tomorrow go there just for the question,
should be okey de,
but must work hard lo,
cause wanna get a A in PCD1,
wahaha...
And tomorrow is mid-autumn festival,
so mixing with group should be quite nice,
atleast won't feel so lonely.
wahaha...

And yet,finally the exam almost wanna finish le,
but cannot go back immediately,
because still need to stay for the activity,
haiz...
Half of my holiday juse gone like this,
don't know deserve it or not.
Hope that can get a good memory in the preparation and "xia xiang"time...

So,now hope that the exam can finish faster,
then can have my class party,fun time, "xia xiang", and the time when i in jb...
Looking forward the coming for the day...


To be continue...

~Information Technology~

~EASY COME,EASY GO~
Woo...
Finally,one of the torture subject pass...
And...
i think most of the ppl have the same reaction as me...
when seeing the exam paper...
faint away...
Why le?
Because...
It is easy de lo...
Harm all of us study until die.
But for those who fails last time,
should be very not reconciled to it...
Because during their last paper...
It totally different from us...
one from heaven and one from earth
Our one is the easy one...
but they one... different until seeing also don't know how to do it.
And now, quite relax now...
Because i'm 100% sure can pass it, and maybe got chance to get a A.
haha... yuppy+happy XD
And now,
for award myself,
tomorrow take more rest.
then should be strife for HE,PCD,and pre calculus.
For HE, even is in malay language, but should be not big problem to pass it...
PCD, e... with JL help, should be no problem, and he say that if learn from him,
sure get A,haha XD...
Lastly, the most headache subject, pre calculus...
haiz...
damn subject match with useless lecturer,
prefect match to fails ppl...
GOOD,
but...
i won't so easy to defeat by u de.
I sure can overcome it.
So,
prepare yourself ba,
Mr Hwang,
i swear that won't be your student anymore.
So, because of this.
I must pass this paper,
else,
i will go against my own pledge.
Haha...



To be continue...

English language

Today exam, quite okey, not too difficult,
yet, not too easy...
So should be okey de...
And it maybe also the only sudject i can get A lo...
But scare that will lose a lot ogf mark at essey part.
Just really long time didn't write english article le..
Fell that a lot of word have already forget it...
So i use a lot of simple and broken english in my exam...
Hope that the teacher can know the theory of “简单就是美”
Can mark my marks as much as she\he can...


So,today exam okey lo, nothing much to comment it...
But now,
feel so down and sleeply now...
IT,
really need to study it,
Another while,
after finishing this post,
I need to open that hypnosis note.
It so thick and more...
How to study it le??
Thinking ing...
whatever la,
Just study and absorb as much as i can.
Don't bother it anymore...
If really cannot...
Then....
Resit next sem lo...
I don't scare anymore...
Is me myself think too much...
The important keyword...
"Trust Myself, then nothing can defend me"

Later maybe will go my classrap home for study...
Should be can helping me a lot...
So...
Let me go further more...
Not only for exam...
But for knowledge...
And for my own good...



To be continue...

IT, I hate U

OMG, what am i doing today? I should be finishing revision IT today.
But, What the hell i'm doing? Damn it...
Haiz... Feel disappointed for myself...
I didn't revision today at all actually.
And the exam on tuesday
Did i still got time for study it ma?
Don't know, confuse already.
But that sudject really damn bore.
Just open the note,
i feel so sleeply already.
How to study it?
Now i only believe what lecturer say in the first class
She say that
"IT is a easy sudject if you prepare early,
If your have do revision every week
Sure you can score it.
But if you study last minute,
I'm sure that you got a very high percentage to fail it."
I'm forget clearly these word before,
Only now i remember it and agree on it.
But it too late.
It too many thing to study,
All the point seem like important point.
How to guess it?
Anybody got the tip other than doing tutorial and pass year question or not?
I want the more details one...
If not...
I got to be panda again...
I don't want it...
I don't want burn the midnight oil for study it...
Anybody can teach me how to study it?
Pls...
Hate it so much....
Why?
Why so many chapter need to study?
Why all the question seem like will come out?
Why the fails rate of this sudject is 80% last time?
Scare to be the 80%...
Now my standard can be the 20% or not?
Does it really so difficult?
Haiz... So troublesome.
IT, i hate U
Really...
Can u disappear silently?
Then we don't so vex anymore lo...

Hate u, serious...
I Hate U


To be continue...

Senseless

Today, nothing happen,stay at home whole day,didn't do anything, not even revision, just stare blankly infront of the laptop whole day, and don't understand what i doing about...

And just when i wanna remain this style to finish today, my friend call me go out for a dinner, what a surprise, but okey lo, having noodle at the 爱面子,then see still got time, then go to jusco for window shopping, because really poor recently,don't know where all my money spent and spend for what... Just know that the money is getting less and less...


And today so free, so go and see and heard the hey girl new track and MV. Wow! all of them become so pretty o, and really improve a lot in their dance and singing. But not very like their MV background, too simple and skimp.


And yet,monday have the english test, yohoo~ don't need to study, so can more concentrate for the information technology sudject and the hubungan etnik. Hope that can score high mark in both of this sudject to increase my cpga, because my business imposibble to get a high mark already, so only can rely on this both sudject le..


And now, bore until senseless already, doing whatever thins also no mood...
The only thing hope are can getting tire as fast as i can...
Then can sleep until tomorrow morning then starting my revision liao...
Now really no mood and strengh to do anything other than stare blankly and sleeping...
And the exam are still having on....



To be continue...

~Hurt&supervery ANGRY~

Just now so free liao, so go and see my friend blog none by one... After that, i regret le...
Cause i seeing one of my friend de post, wat he write hurt me deep to my heart...
If like this, i rather sleeping also don want see that post, but very unlucky, i see it...


And i only know now...
When i try to communicate more to some of my friend, that call not unite, try to split and enjoy in our own group! Hey, did i wrong for trying have some good friend now or not?
U also not different ma, also always go out with your group of ppl ma,
then Y u can then we cannot le? Are u that selfish? i don't and don't want to think u are that kind of ppl, So, pls, don let me think that...
Pls don let me think that u all HC are all that kind of ppl..
PLS...


And yet, i never though u will think like that,but it real, it appear in your blog...
Then next time can we say that, u always with them, it is we didn't fit or match your expetaction? And what u feel le if got ppl say this to u? Also hurt right?
So,pls change your mind start since u see my post or the comment i write in your blog.


i don wanna talks much, just end here...
F**k....

Second exam, intro to business...

Before that, just having a quick revision at yesterday night... Actually plan sleep at 12 de, but after that rest too long time, and become so lazy, so... at the end, still sleep around 1 am. -_-|||

And morning, cannot wake up early, after that breakfast spend a little more time, then just like this go to exam hall le, but luckily still memorise those thing revision before...

And see at the paper, quite nervous, but overall, quite okey la, maybe can get 60 to 70++ from there lo...

Even cannot get the mark for my expetaction, but... should be alright for this sudject gua...
but got a bit disappointed , cause i empty 2 question lo, 1 for 10 and 1 for 5 le... sad...

whatever la, now should be more concentrate in another 2 sudject, PCD(not pussycatdoll,pls) and pre-calculus... Headache for this 2 sudject la...


Okey, now, should be rest and relax a while...
And... have some fun later?? Who want it? call me gua... XD
And....


To be Continue...

~Bahasa Melaysia~

Bahasa Melaysia, the first exam i having in my college, but...
since i may fails the first exam i have, haiz... such a bad first time..
haha...

Why i will talking that le? That are no reason, just me ignore this sudject and didn't revision at all,
the only sad thing may be i will resit in this sudject in next sem lo, what a shame...
Then u may ask, why i feel so relax,right?
Tell u the reason ba, because the BM mark didn't count in the cpga mark.
So, just don't care it la, resit resit lo(if can, ofcouse don want la...XD)

So,just now, after the exam, go lunch with a group of classmate, and we having KFC in Jusco.
After that go for some fun in the "Pusat Hiburan Keluarga",haha... And just like a child lo, having fun there and relax... haha... 2morrow still got business test ar...-_-|||

And now, the time is about 3:48pm, another while, need to study hard lo...
This time de have count mark, me de target, cpga 3.0 above, i won forget de...
So, for achieve this target, should be revision again..
So, just end here ba...
Then comtinue 2morrow...
For information, i may update my blog everyday during the exam period,
So guy can always know that how i going on in the exam o...
So, see ya,
update 2morrow...
haha....



To Be Continue...

~Friend, Happy Birthday~

Today is one of my important friend 18 year old birthday...
But very sad about is i cannot make it go back celebrate for him,
Because got something else hold on here...
No i don want to go back o...
Just some issue here so i cannot go back...
Whatever,
Hope your birthday dream come true,
And have a nice day later...

That all, happy Birthday...

Really??

Just now heard my classmate say that next sem we may split from 6 to 8 class, i'm just "har?",
can don want ma? i so hard only can communicate slowly with u all, now tell me that we may split because that some lecturer say that there are too many ppl for some group? If like that, just split them is okey already ma, Why want to split us? We are so innocence...


Guy, i'm really very happy have u all being my classmate, even feel quite pressure sometime, but still happy everytime during the class... But now, why have such thing happen to us le? Did the college really so free and nothing to do? Haiz...

Don't bother it first, have a nice sleep, then maybe can heard that that just a false information in tomorrow morning... me really don want to change class again.. Because i am get used mix up with u guy already liao...


weeee...(Lewis favorite word)


group of guy play in bed...-_-|||


Beer spokesman... XD

Stress

Exam coming lo, this is really 1st time feel so stress lo...Why le? when did i change like this? Since can pass and continue is okey already, Why am i recently so care about the marks? Why did i keep going aim for high marks? What happen to me? Why did u give myself so much pressure? Why and why and why?


Before de me, didn't care about the marks, just wanna have a pass the very satifies already. But now, the mark i get now already cannot satifies me anymore, now i keep going wanna a higher mark, then only can survive in my class, even now still okey in that class, but see other ppl so pro, me also wanna same as them, don want become the last one, i hate the feeling when i'm alone in the bottom part.


It is so wonderful if i can treat this exam as the pass time, but i really cannot treat it like nothing like simply test then simply get mark , fails also never mind le... Now only wanna get high mark, high mark and high mark... even ppl win me 1 mark me also don know angry for wat lo... haiz....


Lazy to type anymore, just wanna say...
I don wanna be like this la...
Hate it,
I really Hate It...

Friend,Sorry...

Friend, sorry yup, cannot go back and celebrate your 18 year old birthday, will u forgive me???
Watever, i really have treat u as good friend in my heart, so i don't think u will angry just because of it ba? It is???

~Really wanna Exam la~

yoyo, intro to business, graduated lo... but a lot of ppl didn't come 2day...



yoyo,taking pic with lecturer.


Haiz... this time ie really lo, another few day really exam le, don know how my 1st exam results o?Even haven taking yet, but now under calculation, currently no wat i learn haven reach 3.0 le, help me, me wanna take more than 3.0 la...me don wanna be the last of the class la, so stress...


This week, didn't attend much class, cause is study week, i think i just come 1 day among this week, and the day attend class cause need to presentation in that day, after that get about 72 mark, not very satifies actually, but forget ba, since i didn't prepared much gua...but why why why? Why my mark are lower than he? why why why... why i'm so busybody, help him change he backgroup? then make me get a higher mark from it, if not... haiz...


And don know why lo, mr k, did i offend u ma? don always give me that kind of face, that only make me wanna beat u, no ppl will believe we are friends before anymore lo, wat happen to us? i admit maybe is my problem gua, but... also don need that attitube de ma, i'm talking to u, can u respond me in proper way or not? Or should be we don need to talks anymore le?Like now, like a 2 strengers walking in the streets? If u want it, i'm never mind de... Since we "NEVER" to team together in the next sem, right?So this maybe will be better for us, u go your path, i go my ways... And pls la, we all are taking class photo, u are just leaving from the back door, is we not deserve be your friend or we did't treat u as friend le?


watever, even that day my mood really wreck by him, but after that feel normal again... Maybe because he not a real friend gua? He just a ppl that called friend, so i didn't feel much, yup, that it.


yup, nothing to write anymore... just end here ba...

~Blog~

Recently, there are more and more people start writting blog, and now, even my class also got our own blog lo... so fellow friend, in future u may can see wat happen in my class with that blog lo...

Just now, go to view my friend blog(ofcouse, can court as a new blog),but when i see it, ei... he haven't started to write he personal thing but with those olympic news, it quite funny... But hopefully in later time, he can update something about him so that i can understand wat happen to him.


And last few day, i tell one of my classmate about the blog for our class. But the conservation make me vomit blood, he asking me"wat is blog?" wat my mind that time are OMG...
And i lazy to explain more and ask he go to see it himself. And i asking him, understand already?
And he reply me it is post our picture to the wedsite??? and i'm just ... and vomit blood again...
and lastly, he give a very good answer, he say like blog actually same as "MAGAZINE"...
And i direct faint after see it...


Haiz.. damn sien... nothing to do now so only can face the pc alone at home, but really lo, online until bored and nothing to do already... DAmn it... Haiz...

What can i do now????And no money again.. more haiz....

~Exam time table~

Finally, i receive the exam time table la, and feel quite blur now, because feel like didn't study at all le, and now wanna exam le o?? Hope to cope it le?? die lo~~~

Now, should be the time for study le ba? But why i still still playing around a? somemore, last few day, me actually cannot finish my assignment before deadline de, but what i do at the night le?
Should be rushing for my assignment gua, but what i did are spent whole the afterday in watching movie, and spent whole night for bowling and gaming... Haiz~~when reach home already tired lo, and i still manage finish those assignment la, but the quality le... don't dare to say it...


But what i feel vexed is my project teammate lo,i don't want to scold him actually de, but, you should have a limit a, ask him everything, he say don know, can mie?? me don't understand and bla bla bla... And say he wrong, he say he didn't wrong... what the hell is this, this is our assignment, so i just care u(and care for me as well,cause is given y group mark), ut he make me wanna find teacher for seperate mark, and yet, me success jor, so don't need to guild him anymore, such a reliave~~


And this few day, are quite free de, no more assignment, no more CS thing to do,should be more concentrate in study... because left about wanna exam liao, whatever i do, i must atleast pass all the sudject, sound difficult but i think i can do it....


haiz... damn sien, no mood to write it anymore... just keep it until maye exam period or after exam to update again lo... see ya...


Hope that can pass all my exam again~~~

~My home network revive lo~

Finally, i can online in my room already,in the pass week, because the electric problem,make our modem die jor,now finally revive le,and i can lay in my bad and online again~if not, want to go cc there at the midnight le,haiz~


And yet,during this week with no intenet, i though is okey for me de lo, but how i know actually i am addict also, 1day didn't online feel damn bore lo, and in the second day i return my cc life again, so waste money la, so poor already~


Luckily,now everything settle, i can surf whole day i like($if free),don't even think that i keep myself in room for online whole day o, i'm not "zai nan", i also have go out often de,so don't mistaken lo~ even i want a change in life,but not try to change to bore o~


And today,scare me a lot, because the barred list come out lo, so scare that my name will appear above that, fortunely, don't have my name lo, if not,don't know how to face my dad le.
And yet,i though it a big announment in the notice board, but actually just a piece of paper in the wall there only,damn sien sien...


And now, no time for relax lo, pre-calculas ssignment, PCD1 assignment 2, business assignment, 3 assignment have to do, but i didn't touch it at all, damn it, all need to pass up next week,did i manage to finish it beforfe deadline ma?


And now,what i need to do is finish my bloging article, post it and close it, and sign out my msn,close whatever files related with intenet, and start doing my assignment right now~


Don't type anymore,stop it~~~

~~~Assignment in preocessing~~~

~get used in it~

Yup,come for study have certain time le,if still keep on say haven get use in it, that means i am very weak,right? So by now,i want to talks it loudly, i get used for all the thing lo~

Even don't have family and "very close" friend here,but i'm starts to face the facts by changing my life style lo~Now de me, is quite different from before,how to say it le? Maybe feel that i am grow up more already,at here,everything also done by myself,even sometime lazy to do it and asking helps from friends la,but overall, i'm actually really become more independent and responsible. not want to praise myself,but happy for my improvement.


By now,another 3 week something and want to have my sem test le,don know can cope with it or not,now still got a lot og thing haven't study and understand yet,don't know can reach the standard before the test or not? Even say that don't want to compare with other people already, but everytime see my classmate keep on improve and become more pro, and me still in tthis stage, feel quite trouble lo~


And with all the hell difficult assignment and coursework,really want to blust out during doing it,and let me recall the question i always think before,Y me alway need to study all kind of thing?what the purpose? Ofcouse,the comman answer for a brighter future,then need to study hard now lo~ But beside it,still got other point or not? Cause seem like this cannot motivate me actually~ Can someone share the answer to me? Kill all people for saying pursue knowladge,
or even,pursue dream.


What are dream? Dream just something can't happen in reality,so it call dream. if that really can happen,then it not call a dream anymore, agree it? But sometime still alway heard people say that you need to pursue your dream,don't upset what happen in the reality, you need to live by yourself.


i'm strongly disagree for that,even want to do it, but somehow got a lot of thing happen and change it,so make us don't want to keep going it, and it is the fact for this world, we could not do anything to change it,but just manipulates by it~


And this is something call cruel but reality world~~~

~go home again~

Yupe,this is the 3rd the time i go back since come kl study,every time back also will have a messy mood,this time,don know how to decride it.

For this time,i didn't spent all my time for drinking o,just for something "meaningful?"thing for whole saturday.And wat that meaningful thing? say also got a bit sien sien. sunday are they de interplatoon drill competition,and yet,they are short of ppl for polishing,since i nothing to do,then i go for help lo.

arrive there,is still ok la,got quite amount of little girl there,luckily some of them still remember me,so won't make me like a mars alien.And still got some small conservation, so feel ok lo.what i really want to say is the part behide,after they go,we only have 5 ppl for polishing, the amount of ppl is right,but the amount of those damn and fuck 23 boots,is almost killing me already...The purpose i come back is for sleep la,idiot~ And become panda again at the another morning.

Even feel quite angry,but on the morning, see those small form 1 student,all angry are just gone,what i see is one after one cutie and naive face,seeing them don know how to wear uniform,wear the hell boot,all are so funny~But for those call"senior",haiz~~don know how to decride la,even that,i not a BB menber since long long ago~


For the whole competition,no command and no position to give,but suprising,my friend win a champion,it is so suprising,and me really feel happy for him,and hope that in future,everything for him also will success same as this time lo.And all the best for them cause they win a champion lo.


The very supprising thing,they are asking us for the group photo,is quite emberessing actually, since leave it so long time le,still can have a photo with them?did i fit?whatever,the picture taking during my thinking yes or no.And feel quite happy they still court us as a "Ex BB menber",i though after that case,my name will never related with it anymore,but,it true that they call us like that,the feel that time are really complicates lo.But,feel console.And,find out that i still missing the time before,if not,why i helping them?it is?


Even try to cheat myself,let gone be bygone,just forget it ba,but now still missing it,damn it,why i'm so emosional?i hate this kind of me.why i just canb't let it go?Why i just can't let go everything and start my new life here?Why i alway recall what happen before? But,such a beautiful memory,should i really forget it?No one can give me answer...


This time back,make me recall back many thing before,the place,the thing,and the friends. When them see me and say to me"you are back a?"or"ei,u come back le a?"or even just a "hello" also make me feel that come here,i really lost a lot,even know that in life,we need to change our friend several time when chaging an enviroment,but...just feel sad that need to say "keep in touch in future"...


And feel sorry for my mum,dad,and my 2 little brother,come back 2 day also didn't have a nice talks with you all,i'm missing you all,but don know how to talks it out,but is true i'm missing you.
For my dad and mum,i'm sure will study hard and let your have a confortable life in future , atleast won' t like now,I hate the condition now,the poor,the miserable,the misnderstanding,and the broken family.Just hope that this year flies faster,then i don't need to keep the lies anymore.
I feel very miserable now,so pllease fast end it,i cannnot take it anymore,just end it fast,please~


And now,i am still pretending everything are fine and nice,but can somehow change my life now? i really need to change now~

~Celebration~

YoYo,we also have part in it(photo),LOL@XD

All want to stole the screen de,haiz~

Nimal@Me@Fu_Hao

a very variable shirt,got more $$also can't buy it.

omg,friend,all of us are 1,Y u so special?

all gather for photo lo~

yoho,Wat we busy for all finally got a result lo,and yet,we have out great celebration on yesterday o,And nothing much to explain and decride,just HAPPY lo~

And those are all pic on the celebration lo,have a good look ba,haha~~

And nothing much to say,just happy and hope all of us can more sucess lo~

第2团，we can make it~

~Busy&busy&busy~

For me,this few week almost want take my life away already lo,busy until have a sleep also cannot,U ask me Y? Cause is just too busy lo~

Last week,got 2 assignment nid to pass up in sameday,wat the hell it is. The teacher won't communicate 1st de,2 nid to pass up in same day, and yet my assignment friend are so "kind" and "buddy"lo,at nite,he send me a msg,the content is almost the same as below:

Alex, i am XXX here, about the programming assignment,i am doing with YYY already,
so u go and find other ppl and do it ba...

So,u know it lo,when i busy with other thing,he just ignore me and walks away,but i didn't say anything lo,and can't say anything too...At most,i done it myself la~ And luckily,me really finish by alone o~ shuld go and have a celebrate already lo~

And wat i busy about?Actually nothing la,just some society activity lo,nothing de ma, just alway nid to do until midnite maybe 12@1@2 am then only can go back ma,and if not mistaken,got 1 day i do until 5am and nid to gather in 9am lo,haha~~

But for me,it all deserve it,cause i made a lot of nice friend here o~All of them are so kind,let me think the time before we all rush for something,and that feel is pretty good,but only one bad thing lo,just our body cannot take it lo,and some of us even ill already,but,one word,"ENJOY"
haha~

And all about it ba,i want go to sleep lo~haha~~~

~fails~

Haiz~~don know how to decride how unlucky for this week la~ So many"衰", normally all the quiz and coursework i can cope with it de,but don know Y this week me total fails le 1 quiz, 1 coursework, and even an ASSIGNMENT, want to head the well edi la~


Wat happen to me?the question just normal ma,not difficult at all,Y i cannot done it? wat a waste lo~just return the bonus mark free to the lecturer,yesterday just ask by lecturer,"Alex,wat happen to u?2morrow mid term test,you know?How can u affort fails at this moments?How to pass the mid term test 2morrow", For me is wat the hell u know, u think i want to fails de a,me also don know Y ma,not my fault~~


Say about the assignment,fails le,if don have second chance to redo it ,i may need to repeat that sudject in next sem le,wat the~ me don want la, that rubbish sudject,me don want to touch it anymore in next sem la,so lecturer,don be so strict la, say that want helps us all pass de was u, and now don know which bastard edi fails 9 groups edi lo~ u so miss us and want teach us again at next sem mie?We know we are good,u also don need do like that de ma~F u~


After that go for the community sosiology with a very down spirit, and wat the hell again. Those higher rank de keep on shouting on us, we also same as your are human being, can don shout to us in that kind of attitube or not?me not your puppy in your house,ok?Know that we don have enough to prepare all the thing edi, and still talking(or shouting?don bother it) so much for wasting our time,and yet scold(shou again) we don have ability and time concepts,wat the~~
Luckily after that on the way going home, still can have some peace and joke with my friends,that are the most wonderful moments in yesterday~


Talks about 2day,the information technology mid term test,overall i think is ok,can sure that don have full&very high mark,but i think(i think la)that should be can atleast pass ba?should won be like yesterday fails again,but just scare about it~If fails that, i just patch up and go back jb la,don waste time&money here anymore,haha(joke)~


2day same as usual, study,online,eating,chating,and stare blankly.XD

Hope the time can flies faster now,cause i can go back to view my friend in jb 2morrow,so happy and look forward to it,FRIEND,I COMING~~~XD

~最后一次~

这就是我今天一直听得那首歌，希望大家也能听到。很感伤的一首歌，听了后真的会有很多感触咯~~~

这首歌有很多版本的故事有人说是当时这个女生得了重病，这首歌是要给她男朋友。。也有人说是这首歌是讲述那女孩子被抛弃 在自杀前写的一首歌。。。 也有人说是。。。那女生得了癌症， 因为她的男友喜欢听歌和创作，在他走之前想写下一首歌，让他男友留念~ 还有的是他和他的男友很相爱可是不幸男的生了重病~ 然后那位女的变写了这首歌给他~ 过后写了之后~男了去世了女的也跟着自杀~ 不过唯一能肯定的是 那女孩真的去世了... 感动的歌曲.... 感动的故事... 分享给大家~


~歌词~
在我最後一次閉上眼睛之前我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使盡全力不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘記你曾經答應我你會好好活下去
先走了　去了好遠的地方不能再陪你看日出　
等不到天亮所有回憶　
握住卻並不容易甚至由天決定
不要太傷心
在我最後一次閉上眼睛之前我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使盡全力不想閉上眼睛這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘記你曾經答應我你會好好活下去我永遠愛你

~突然~

突然，感觉好空洞哦~寂寞感也不知不觉地油然而生,现在正听着一首很悲惨的歌曲,那种感觉,更加不是滋味~昨天过生日,因为钱用光了,所以就索性留在家里哪都不去,过着这一人的生日,不自觉得就会想起当初还在jb所发生的一切一切，虽然有好有坏，但怎么说，都是一段值得回忆的回忆~

以前，从一个什么都不懂的野孩子到现在一个人生活读书的学院生，虽然看似好像很长，但给我的感觉，一切都太快了，不习惯一个人的生活方式，不习惯朋友的转变，不习惯，不习惯，不习惯~一切都不习惯~


以前，与你们一起的泡网巴，一起的通宵达旦，一起的电影，一起的废话，一起的疯狂...
现在，一人的网际网络，一人的漫漫长夜，一人的戏剧，一人的自言自语，一人的发呆...

一切，都已颠倒，过去的一切，仿佛已经不再存在，换来的，是一张空白的图画纸，什么颜色都没有，一切都要从新画过，而我，手上拿着颜料，无力的看着那空白的图画纸，不知如何下手。心里总是期待以前的一切一切能够在一次的浮现出来，但结果却是我一次又一次的失望~
很想努力的把他在一次的画上颜色，但却怕会覆盖了以前的一切一切~那一切，就不能再找回来了，但若不把新的颜料画上去，就会一直保持着空白，这样空洞的世界，要我怎么活啊？谁来解救我？同意一些朋友说的，如果时间能回到从前，哪怕一瞬间也够，让我们再次感受一下以前的生活，这样就可以得到一些些的安慰...


一切，都是那么的无望，疲累，现在的生活已改变，再也回不到以前的感觉，昨天生日过了，再也找不回18之前的喜悦，感觉，感触...一切，都已改变...虽然感官已适应了生活，但心里头缺了的那块，是怎么填也填补不了的空缺，现在感觉好辛苦，有窒息的感觉，一切的压力压得我透不过气，明明很累，但又不想让疲累给人家看到，不想人家来安慰我，开解我，帮助我，只想一人承担那无形的挫败感，至少目前还没出现能和我分担，也就是谈心的朋友吧？


以前，有你们的感觉，我把他当作是那么的理所当然，当然也有用心维持，希望能维持一辈子，但现在，我却已经背弃了他。虽然说友谊不灭，但现在只是个开头，才短短1，2个月的时间，但谁敢保证在接下来的日子里，依然不会变质呢?不是我对你们没信心，而是感情真的是很脆弱的，时间+上距离，真的维持的到吗？还是只是自欺欺人？我不知道...只知道现在无法天天和你们见面，沟通，真得很没有安全感，也没勇气维持着他咯。还是说，我错了？我们的友谊是经的起考验的？真的不知道~~~


现在的我，真的好无助...一个人漂流在无形的空间，寻找下一个目的地~~~

~我第一次的网聚~

昨天晚上去了我生平第一个网聚，因为之前都没有看过他们，有也是在网上聊过巴了，所以在去得时候有点怕怕的咯，就连在去那个地点的时候也是坐一个从没见过面的人的车哦，然后在打电话给他时超怪的，因为我们在论坛上都是用坛名的嘛，所以就感觉很别扭~~

大概8点40多分吧，我们就到达目的地了，原本20个人的网聚竟然提升到37人，真是没预料到咯，好多人咯，连那间小餐厅都容纳不了我们了，过后还等麻烦那里的老板替我们从新安排过，最后还得走路到他的分店去咯，过程是有点好笑的。

最后，大约9点多了才安定下来咯，接下来的时间都在一片欢乐且轻松的环境下度过...大家都好健谈哦，才短短的2个钟里面，大家都聊开了，是开心的咯。不知不觉地，就11点了，这时，餐厅的老板上来为我们献唱了2首歌曲，其中一首还是他自己的创作哦。是好听到....听出耳油咯~~~

过后才知道，原来老板是前绝对superstar的20强哦，难怪那么好听，原来是有料的~~~

最后，在拍照，吃完蛋糕后，这次的网聚就结束了，哪里知道，过后我们跑到了嘛嘛裆second round，过程还是一样咯，聊天说废话，哈哈~~~结果，一喝就喝到凌晨3点多，难怪我那么累~~

汗自己一个~~~

在这短短的6到7个小时里面，我认识很多朋友，虽然还不够了解，但相信在过后一定能有更一层的认识。没想到一群不认识的人聚在一起，还是那么好玩的哦，希望下次的网聚快点到，期待~~~好开心哦~~~~

~乖乖仔~

在这里的这段日子，感觉上好像变成乖乖仔的感觉叻，每天就是上学，做功课，上网...
生活超规律的咯！都不懂怎么会这样咯~


可能是周围朋友的关系吧？全部都是乖乖仔来的咯，会不会是给他们感染到呢？郁闷~~~
感觉好不像自己哦~还每天得空就会拿功课出来做咯，天~~点计哦~~~


今天是无聊的咯，课1点就上完了，在和朋友一起淋雨，午餐过后，就一个人回到房间看着四面墙壁咯，实在是无聊到~~~


再过2个礼拜就是我的生日了，都还不懂要怎么度过叻，想去看电影又不懂找没有人去喔，又不会驾车（也没车驾），去哪里都很不方便的咯~~haiz...重点是〉〉〉今年的生日肯定欠丰收咯，more 郁闷&sien~~~

明天pre calculates lecturer又没有来，真的是爽到~~~因为我很讨厌数学，跟人家相反的，人家就是喜欢数学，因为他们比较容易嘛，但我就是异于常人，反而比较偏向theory的东西咯（但前提一定是用英文，马来文？？？out!!!)haha~~~


之前发神经跑去下乡团去interview,哪里知道中录取咯，现在不要进了麻烦多多，结果好像没记错，好像要从新申请过credit hour咯，又要浪费钱了，爸，对不起哦~~~haiz...+郁闷~~~


好了，现在的乖乖在没事做要去早睡了，哈哈~~~大家，以后要叫我乖仔哦~哈哈~~~

>Home~Town&二~日~游<

前2天有回去jb哦，虽然才那么2天，但也算不错啦，至少找朋友出来还不是问题，没那么郁闷~~但有点可惜咯，没时间和机会看到我的（该怎么形容啊？很复杂...）就叫他kitty吧，没词形容他了~~~现在才发现没问过他耶~~该把它归类为buddy?好朋友？还是其他专有名词~~~

4个小时的车程后，终于回到我朝思暮想的家了，但是~~~家里竟然没人，一回到家就对着四面墙发呆了，什么跟什么嘛，一回家竟然是这种情形，真的是郁闷到~~~~~~

回到jb过后，第一件事就是去应酬我爸了，怎么说他现在也是我目前唯一的经济来源，不去应酬应酬他，怎么行？往后的日子还要靠他的，如果把他惹毛了，往后的日子应该很难过吧？还是去巴结他先，哈哈哈~~~
但是结果，耗了整个晚上，也没捞到什么油水，以失败为ending~~唉...白忙一场~~sien sien~~


过后隔天回到家，终于看到我2个弟弟了，但很伤心，大的还记得我，会叫我陪他玩，还会叫我一声gogo，但小的竟然那么快就把我遗忘了，悲啦~~~结果还要拿东西给他吃他才过来，omg的~才3个礼拜就把我忘了，不会吧~~~~~~~~~~过后就和妈妈聊了一会儿，但看看时间也到了，和朋友约定的时间也差不多了，就打算出门啦，结果奇迹似的，我妈正好要出门，就顺路载我去咯，刚刚好准时抵达目的地，结果约我的人竟然迟到了整整45分钟，是有那么一点神奇啦，但看到他们时，什么气都消了，可能一段时间没看到他们了吧~~~


过后的行程也很普通，和平时一样，打了场dota后（已经3个礼拜没动了，汗自己一个..），好才也没输，就匆匆忙忙的先送一个乖孩子回家，那时大概11.30pm了吧~~过后又是一轮叹茶时光~~一叹就到了1点多了，在付钱后就结束了今天的行程啦，谢谢g onion 请客啦~~


隔天，一样咯，又是叹茶（快变水桶了），但人物不一样哦~~重点是又有人请客啦，哈哈~~~
但在这之前，我有去剪头发哦，所以整天都有点痒痒的~也遇到了泽，变憔悴了，脚也受伤了，结果就有我剪，他只是来陪我的，过后就回家了，也没聊到什么咯~
叹茶时间到！！！！一开始我们找到了间外观不错的店哦~但一坐下来看了看menu后，就sien完了，结果我们打算换另一间咯，但人家都在等我们order了，所以就一个一个绕跑，丢下ZY收拾残局，是超丢脸的咯，好在我们跑掉了，真是为难ZY了~~~最好笑的，我们只是换到他对面的店罢了哦，不懂他们又没有看到~wakaka~~当然还是谢谢你们请客咯~~~


过后，载了ZY去做工和KV回家后，找了个好久没见面的朋友喝茶哦（又喝茶lll),超意外的，没想到她会出来的咯，好高兴哦~~结果也聊的蛮愉快的，喝着喝着，天渐渐黑了，只好依依不舍的回家了，我的home town 2日游也这样进入尾声了，时间过得好快哦~

隔天，就搭巴士回来kl了~~~

The End(顺便一提，在巴士站遇到了一个朋友，去得地方也不同，但在休息站时又遇见了，真是好巧哦，你们觉得呢？）