Really??

Just now heard my classmate say that next sem we may split from 6 to 8 class, i'm just "har?",
can don want ma? i so hard only can communicate slowly with u all, now tell me that we may split because that some lecturer say that there are too many ppl for some group? If like that, just split them is okey already ma, Why want to split us? We are so innocence...


Guy, i'm really very happy have u all being my classmate, even feel quite pressure sometime, but still happy everytime during the class... But now, why have such thing happen to us le? Did the college really so free and nothing to do? Haiz...

Don't bother it first, have a nice sleep, then maybe can heard that that just a false information in tomorrow morning... me really don want to change class again.. Because i am get used mix up with u guy already liao...


weeee...(Lewis favorite word)


group of guy play in bed...-_-|||


Beer spokesman... XD

Stress

Exam coming lo, this is really 1st time feel so stress lo...Why le? when did i change like this? Since can pass and continue is okey already, Why am i recently so care about the marks? Why did i keep going aim for high marks? What happen to me? Why did u give myself so much pressure? Why and why and why?


Before de me, didn't care about the marks, just wanna have a pass the very satifies already. But now, the mark i get now already cannot satifies me anymore, now i keep going wanna a higher mark, then only can survive in my class, even now still okey in that class, but see other ppl so pro, me also wanna same as them, don want become the last one, i hate the feeling when i'm alone in the bottom part.


It is so wonderful if i can treat this exam as the pass time, but i really cannot treat it like nothing like simply test then simply get mark , fails also never mind le... Now only wanna get high mark, high mark and high mark... even ppl win me 1 mark me also don know angry for wat lo... haiz....


Lazy to type anymore, just wanna say...
I don wanna be like this la...
Hate it,
I really Hate It...

Friend,Sorry...

Friend, sorry yup, cannot go back and celebrate your 18 year old birthday, will u forgive me???
Watever, i really have treat u as good friend in my heart, so i don't think u will angry just because of it ba? It is???

~Really wanna Exam la~

yoyo, intro to business, graduated lo... but a lot of ppl didn't come 2day...



yoyo,taking pic with lecturer.


Haiz... this time ie really lo, another few day really exam le, don know how my 1st exam results o?Even haven taking yet, but now under calculation, currently no wat i learn haven reach 3.0 le, help me, me wanna take more than 3.0 la...me don wanna be the last of the class la, so stress...


This week, didn't attend much class, cause is study week, i think i just come 1 day among this week, and the day attend class cause need to presentation in that day, after that get about 72 mark, not very satifies actually, but forget ba, since i didn't prepared much gua...but why why why? Why my mark are lower than he? why why why... why i'm so busybody, help him change he backgroup? then make me get a higher mark from it, if not... haiz...


And don know why lo, mr k, did i offend u ma? don always give me that kind of face, that only make me wanna beat u, no ppl will believe we are friends before anymore lo, wat happen to us? i admit maybe is my problem gua, but... also don need that attitube de ma, i'm talking to u, can u respond me in proper way or not? Or should be we don need to talks anymore le?Like now, like a 2 strengers walking in the streets? If u want it, i'm never mind de... Since we "NEVER" to team together in the next sem, right?So this maybe will be better for us, u go your path, i go my ways... And pls la, we all are taking class photo, u are just leaving from the back door, is we not deserve be your friend or we did't treat u as friend le?


watever, even that day my mood really wreck by him, but after that feel normal again... Maybe because he not a real friend gua? He just a ppl that called friend, so i didn't feel much, yup, that it.


yup, nothing to write anymore... just end here ba...

~Blog~

Recently, there are more and more people start writting blog, and now, even my class also got our own blog lo... so fellow friend, in future u may can see wat happen in my class with that blog lo...

Just now, go to view my friend blog(ofcouse, can court as a new blog),but when i see it, ei... he haven't started to write he personal thing but with those olympic news, it quite funny... But hopefully in later time, he can update something about him so that i can understand wat happen to him.


And last few day, i tell one of my classmate about the blog for our class. But the conservation make me vomit blood, he asking me"wat is blog?" wat my mind that time are OMG...
And i lazy to explain more and ask he go to see it himself. And i asking him, understand already?
And he reply me it is post our picture to the wedsite??? and i'm just ... and vomit blood again...
and lastly, he give a very good answer, he say like blog actually same as "MAGAZINE"...
And i direct faint after see it...


Haiz.. damn sien... nothing to do now so only can face the pc alone at home, but really lo, online until bored and nothing to do already... DAmn it... Haiz...

What can i do now????And no money again.. more haiz....

~Exam time table~

Finally, i receive the exam time table la, and feel quite blur now, because feel like didn't study at all le, and now wanna exam le o?? Hope to cope it le?? die lo~~~

Now, should be the time for study le ba? But why i still still playing around a? somemore, last few day, me actually cannot finish my assignment before deadline de, but what i do at the night le?
Should be rushing for my assignment gua, but what i did are spent whole the afterday in watching movie, and spent whole night for bowling and gaming... Haiz~~when reach home already tired lo, and i still manage finish those assignment la, but the quality le... don't dare to say it...


But what i feel vexed is my project teammate lo,i don't want to scold him actually de, but, you should have a limit a, ask him everything, he say don know, can mie?? me don't understand and bla bla bla... And say he wrong, he say he didn't wrong... what the hell is this, this is our assignment, so i just care u(and care for me as well,cause is given y group mark), ut he make me wanna find teacher for seperate mark, and yet, me success jor, so don't need to guild him anymore, such a reliave~~


And this few day, are quite free de, no more assignment, no more CS thing to do,should be more concentrate in study... because left about wanna exam liao, whatever i do, i must atleast pass all the sudject, sound difficult but i think i can do it....


haiz... damn sien, no mood to write it anymore... just keep it until maye exam period or after exam to update again lo... see ya...


Hope that can pass all my exam again~~~

~My home network revive lo~

Finally, i can online in my room already,in the pass week, because the electric problem,make our modem die jor,now finally revive le,and i can lay in my bad and online again~if not, want to go cc there at the midnight le,haiz~


And yet,during this week with no intenet, i though is okey for me de lo, but how i know actually i am addict also, 1day didn't online feel damn bore lo, and in the second day i return my cc life again, so waste money la, so poor already~


Luckily,now everything settle, i can surf whole day i like($if free),don't even think that i keep myself in room for online whole day o, i'm not "zai nan", i also have go out often de,so don't mistaken lo~ even i want a change in life,but not try to change to bore o~


And today,scare me a lot, because the barred list come out lo, so scare that my name will appear above that, fortunely, don't have my name lo, if not,don't know how to face my dad le.
And yet,i though it a big announment in the notice board, but actually just a piece of paper in the wall there only,damn sien sien...


And now, no time for relax lo, pre-calculas ssignment, PCD1 assignment 2, business assignment, 3 assignment have to do, but i didn't touch it at all, damn it, all need to pass up next week,did i manage to finish it beforfe deadline ma?


And now,what i need to do is finish my bloging article, post it and close it, and sign out my msn,close whatever files related with intenet, and start doing my assignment right now~


Don't type anymore,stop it~~~

~~~Assignment in preocessing~~~

~get used in it~

Yup,come for study have certain time le,if still keep on say haven get use in it, that means i am very weak,right? So by now,i want to talks it loudly, i get used for all the thing lo~

Even don't have family and "very close" friend here,but i'm starts to face the facts by changing my life style lo~Now de me, is quite different from before,how to say it le? Maybe feel that i am grow up more already,at here,everything also done by myself,even sometime lazy to do it and asking helps from friends la,but overall, i'm actually really become more independent and responsible. not want to praise myself,but happy for my improvement.


By now,another 3 week something and want to have my sem test le,don know can cope with it or not,now still got a lot og thing haven't study and understand yet,don't know can reach the standard before the test or not? Even say that don't want to compare with other people already, but everytime see my classmate keep on improve and become more pro, and me still in tthis stage, feel quite trouble lo~


And with all the hell difficult assignment and coursework,really want to blust out during doing it,and let me recall the question i always think before,Y me alway need to study all kind of thing?what the purpose? Ofcouse,the comman answer for a brighter future,then need to study hard now lo~ But beside it,still got other point or not? Cause seem like this cannot motivate me actually~ Can someone share the answer to me? Kill all people for saying pursue knowladge,
or even,pursue dream.


What are dream? Dream just something can't happen in reality,so it call dream. if that really can happen,then it not call a dream anymore, agree it? But sometime still alway heard people say that you need to pursue your dream,don't upset what happen in the reality, you need to live by yourself.


i'm strongly disagree for that,even want to do it, but somehow got a lot of thing happen and change it,so make us don't want to keep going it, and it is the fact for this world, we could not do anything to change it,but just manipulates by it~


And this is something call cruel but reality world~~~