Friday, December 26, 2008

Chrismas~ ^^

ME~~~ ^^



Before~ So clean, so comfortable



After, full of spray~~~ NO~~~

meet friend at the street... so sure take a photo la~ ^^







yup, so the chrismas just passing...
so for chrismas this year,
how to say le...
don't know wanna say fun or not,
but sure is happy de,
because got a group of my csg2 ppl spend together ma,
and we really quite long time didn't gather le,
so felt very happy lo...
And we go to sungai wang for our chrismas eve,
then, there is very mess lo,
and full of young energetic people,
ofcouse we also part of it,
so we buying the spray then play around,
if see pretty girl,
then use the spray to shoot it..
haha...
so fun...
but we also "kena" a lot...
so our body are full of those bubble spray...
but after that i regret le,
even is very fun,
but i only realized now that my face is actually 敏感
with those chemistry sudtance...
so my face now...
haiz...
but how to say...
also having a nice chrismas this year la...
haha~

Monday, December 1, 2008

~Untitle~

昨天,是我们顾问团的改选,
也是他们前届顾问团结散的时候...
但是,昨天一早的时候就没有mood了...
只因为...我朋友,他...退团了...
想当初,我们一起的约定,
说好一起当带团,
但是现在,一切都变得不可能了...
很想骂他,
但是才知道原来我骂不下口...
很想安慰他,
又不懂怎么和他说...
很想去找他,
却找不到理由去找他...
原来,我一直走在失败的路上...
连想找个朋友都要有理由才能去...
记得每次找他们时,
若不是有什么活动要先集合时阿,
我才会去找他们...
就算出去玩,也是等他们约我...
我好像从来都没主动约过人哦?
说会昨天吧~
很幸运的我金榜无名,
接下来就准备做我的带团顾问吧~
但是,
从昨天到现在,
都有一种空虚感....
昨天午餐过后,
发现大家都form成自己所谓的小团体了...
而我,
竟然找不到一个可以容纳我的地方...
过后就一个人呆站一阵子后,
才开始和其他人开始闲聊...
但是,那一刻的我,
仿佛被世界给遗忘了...
虽然也许只是短短的几分钟,
但是在人群中被遗忘,
真是一种不好受的滋味阿~
不懂,现在的我,又疑惑了~
昨天在回家路上,
突然有人对我说顾问好,
看了一眼后,
才知道是之前不懂第几团的团员,
有一点眼熟,
在不知情的情况下,
我们有闲聊了几句...
过后才知道,
原来他是那些很想进入顾问团但又欠缺机会的...
看到他一直不断的追问我们顾问团的事,
我感到很惭愧咯...
我现在自己是顾问团的一分子,
但是都没那么关心啦,
看看人家拉,
不是顾问团的都比你关心顾问团,
你自己到底在做什么啊?
现在的我,迷失疑惑了~
为什么?
为什么我会在这里?
到底是为了什么我加入顾问团?
满满的疑惑,
压得我无法呼吸...
好闷,好辛苦...