~go home again~

Yupe,this is the 3rd the time i go back since come kl study,every time back also will have a messy mood,this time,don know how to decride it.

For this time,i didn't spent all my time for drinking o,just for something "meaningful?"thing for whole saturday.And wat that meaningful thing? say also got a bit sien sien. sunday are they de interplatoon drill competition,and yet,they are short of ppl for polishing,since i nothing to do,then i go for help lo.

arrive there,is still ok la,got quite amount of little girl there,luckily some of them still remember me,so won't make me like a mars alien.And still got some small conservation, so feel ok lo.what i really want to say is the part behide,after they go,we only have 5 ppl for polishing, the amount of ppl is right,but the amount of those damn and fuck 23 boots,is almost killing me already...The purpose i come back is for sleep la,idiot~ And become panda again at the another morning.

Even feel quite angry,but on the morning, see those small form 1 student,all angry are just gone,what i see is one after one cutie and naive face,seeing them don know how to wear uniform,wear the hell boot,all are so funny~But for those call"senior",haiz~~don know how to decride la,even that,i not a BB menber since long long ago~


For the whole competition,no command and no position to give,but suprising,my friend win a champion,it is so suprising,and me really feel happy for him,and hope that in future,everything for him also will success same as this time lo.And all the best for them cause they win a champion lo.


The very supprising thing,they are asking us for the group photo,is quite emberessing actually, since leave it so long time le,still can have a photo with them?did i fit?whatever,the picture taking during my thinking yes or no.And feel quite happy they still court us as a "Ex BB menber",i though after that case,my name will never related with it anymore,but,it true that they call us like that,the feel that time are really complicates lo.But,feel console.And,find out that i still missing the time before,if not,why i helping them?it is?


Even try to cheat myself,let gone be bygone,just forget it ba,but now still missing it,damn it,why i'm so emosional?i hate this kind of me.why i just canb't let it go?Why i just can't let go everything and start my new life here?Why i alway recall what happen before? But,such a beautiful memory,should i really forget it?No one can give me answer...


This time back,make me recall back many thing before,the place,the thing,and the friends. When them see me and say to me"you are back a?"or"ei,u come back le a?"or even just a "hello" also make me feel that come here,i really lost a lot,even know that in life,we need to change our friend several time when chaging an enviroment,but...just feel sad that need to say "keep in touch in future"...


And feel sorry for my mum,dad,and my 2 little brother,come back 2 day also didn't have a nice talks with you all,i'm missing you all,but don know how to talks it out,but is true i'm missing you.
For my dad and mum,i'm sure will study hard and let your have a confortable life in future , atleast won' t like now,I hate the condition now,the poor,the miserable,the misnderstanding,and the broken family.Just hope that this year flies faster,then i don't need to keep the lies anymore.
I feel very miserable now,so pllease fast end it,i cannnot take it anymore,just end it fast,please~


And now,i am still pretending everything are fine and nice,but can somehow change my life now? i really need to change now~

~Celebration~

YoYo,we also have part in it(photo),LOL@XD

All want to stole the screen de,haiz~

Nimal@Me@Fu_Hao

a very variable shirt,got more $$also can't buy it.

omg,friend,all of us are 1,Y u so special?

all gather for photo lo~

yoho,Wat we busy for all finally got a result lo,and yet,we have out great celebration on yesterday o,And nothing much to explain and decride,just HAPPY lo~

And those are all pic on the celebration lo,have a good look ba,haha~~

And nothing much to say,just happy and hope all of us can more sucess lo~

第2团，we can make it~

~Busy&busy&busy~

For me,this few week almost want take my life away already lo,busy until have a sleep also cannot,U ask me Y? Cause is just too busy lo~

Last week,got 2 assignment nid to pass up in sameday,wat the hell it is. The teacher won't communicate 1st de,2 nid to pass up in same day, and yet my assignment friend are so "kind" and "buddy"lo,at nite,he send me a msg,the content is almost the same as below:

Alex, i am XXX here, about the programming assignment,i am doing with YYY already,
so u go and find other ppl and do it ba...

So,u know it lo,when i busy with other thing,he just ignore me and walks away,but i didn't say anything lo,and can't say anything too...At most,i done it myself la~ And luckily,me really finish by alone o~ shuld go and have a celebrate already lo~

And wat i busy about?Actually nothing la,just some society activity lo,nothing de ma, just alway nid to do until midnite maybe 12@1@2 am then only can go back ma,and if not mistaken,got 1 day i do until 5am and nid to gather in 9am lo,haha~~

But for me,it all deserve it,cause i made a lot of nice friend here o~All of them are so kind,let me think the time before we all rush for something,and that feel is pretty good,but only one bad thing lo,just our body cannot take it lo,and some of us even ill already,but,one word,"ENJOY"
haha~

And all about it ba,i want go to sleep lo~haha~~~

~fails~

Haiz~~don know how to decride how unlucky for this week la~ So many"衰", normally all the quiz and coursework i can cope with it de,but don know Y this week me total fails le 1 quiz, 1 coursework, and even an ASSIGNMENT, want to head the well edi la~


Wat happen to me?the question just normal ma,not difficult at all,Y i cannot done it? wat a waste lo~just return the bonus mark free to the lecturer,yesterday just ask by lecturer,"Alex,wat happen to u?2morrow mid term test,you know?How can u affort fails at this moments?How to pass the mid term test 2morrow", For me is wat the hell u know, u think i want to fails de a,me also don know Y ma,not my fault~~


Say about the assignment,fails le,if don have second chance to redo it ,i may need to repeat that sudject in next sem le,wat the~ me don want la, that rubbish sudject,me don want to touch it anymore in next sem la,so lecturer,don be so strict la, say that want helps us all pass de was u, and now don know which bastard edi fails 9 groups edi lo~ u so miss us and want teach us again at next sem mie?We know we are good,u also don need do like that de ma~F u~


After that go for the community sosiology with a very down spirit, and wat the hell again. Those higher rank de keep on shouting on us, we also same as your are human being, can don shout to us in that kind of attitube or not?me not your puppy in your house,ok?Know that we don have enough to prepare all the thing edi, and still talking(or shouting?don bother it) so much for wasting our time,and yet scold(shou again) we don have ability and time concepts,wat the~~
Luckily after that on the way going home, still can have some peace and joke with my friends,that are the most wonderful moments in yesterday~


Talks about 2day,the information technology mid term test,overall i think is ok,can sure that don have full&very high mark,but i think(i think la)that should be can atleast pass ba?should won be like yesterday fails again,but just scare about it~If fails that, i just patch up and go back jb la,don waste time&money here anymore,haha(joke)~


2day same as usual, study,online,eating,chating,and stare blankly.XD

Hope the time can flies faster now,cause i can go back to view my friend in jb 2morrow,so happy and look forward to it,FRIEND,I COMING~~~XD