Advisor Group, Am I?

From the day i saw my name in the namelist,

this question always appear in my mind.

Advisor Group, Am i?

Did i fit or not?

And yesterday is our CSAG first activity.

And first we were choosing the commitee who organise the CS night.

And during the election,

i am get suggest for education leader,

and the feel that time is like.... you know...

Another people are ex edu leader le,

but me just a member,

and the question ask by them is so difficult to answer lo.

Sweat... -_-

And that time i so hope that the ground got a hole to let me to hide it.

Because i am actually don't know how to answer the question, Failure... -_-

So, the result, sure not me lo. So glad~

But before the time,

when 3 of us at outside,

our "zhu ren" asking us why 3 of us so “失水准”today...

So that time feel quite sorry for he lo...

But we also don't want de...

So end up,

i am split to edu group(edu group again -_-),

and discuss about all the thing...

And that what all happen yesterday during our first activity,

but don't know why,

now got a feel that not really wanna stay in CSAG.

Cannot say regret,

only can say that my sense of reasonable all come back yesterday,

and i keep on thinking why i am going for interview...

Because of what?

I really don't know?

Now got a bit lose already...

And can i be a good advisor?

Can i keep going it?

Felt very confusing now...

But,

i know that,

since i choosen be part of CSAG,

i won't repeat the mistake i have before...

Me must keep going to last minute...

Like someone told me yesterday,

since someone can keeping support you,

Why you cannot support yourself?

So...
Keep going it ba...
And let strife for it...